The past few weeks I've been reading through the gospels. Currently I am in John. I personally have been really convicted recently about my prayer life. I get up in the morning make my coffee sit and read the word but when I pray it's not as bold as it necessarily should be. All through the gospels there are soo many miracles. The one I was reading today John 11... It when Jesus raised Lazarus from the dead after 4 days. I wrote on the side, " Jesus literally raised a dead man after 4 days. Why is my faith so little that he can't heal when I pray for healing," I've just painly accepted the fact that my uncle has cancer and my little brother will never be himself again.. and sadly so many more things these are just two main trials right now. NO that's not how it works I am praying to have the faith to heal them. It only takes one. Just like it only took Jesus. He knows our hurts and our trials and they all happen to eventually glorify the Lord. Soo with that being said I do have little faith, I do hesitate, I do fall short. But Jesus and God are one and they never fall short. With that the Holy Spirit lives in us so it's time to push, time for boldness, time for a step of faith. Anything spoken out lacking faith like accepting something for the way it is is giving power to the enemy. Personally I think that needs to stop. I am sorry Lord for not believing fully in you but I've given my life to you now it's time to start looking more and more like you. Ive been praying for the Lord to break my heart for what breaks his, he has definitely done that.. all he is asking now for me to have more faith and pray those things out and he will work!!! Oh yes yes God is so so good!!! Loved this life God has called me to live! This is short I know, just needed to share?? love you all lots!